Entries for December, 2004
December 3rd, 2004
春咲センチメンタ
拝啓。
haikei.
Dear.
君は元気ですか？ 初めて手紙なんか書きます。
kimi wa genki desu ka? hajimete tegami nanka kakimasu.
How are you?This is the first time I've written a letter.
僕はなんとなく元気です。
boku wa nantonaku genki desu.
I'm more or less okay.
独りにも少し慣れました。
hitori ni mo sukoshi naremashita.
I'm getting a little used to being alone.
帰り道、夜の公園が満開の櫻だったんで、
kaerimichi, yoru no kouen ga mankai no sakura datta'nde,
On my way home through the park at night,the cherry blossoms were in full bloom.
君の事を思ったりしています。
kimi no koto wo omottari shiteimasu.
and I thought of you.
まっ黒い空にうかんで櫻はあえいでいるようです。
makkuroi sora ni ukande sakura wa aeideiru you desu.
The cherry blossoms floating in the black sky seemed to be gasping.
世界の微熱があがるから景色が歪んで見えてきます。
sekai no binetsu ga agaru kara keshiki ga yugande miete kimasu.
The world has a slight fever,causing the scenery to look distorted.
それが恋のせいなら、きっと、いつか僕らは虫の息。
sore ga koi no sei nara, kitto, itsuka bokura wa mushi no iki.
It's love's fault,perhaps,one day we'll be short of breath. (?)
最期に蕾がひらいていきます。
saigo ni tsubomi ga hiraite ikimasu.
At the last moment,a bud will bloom. (?)
ハローハロー聞こえますか？
HAROO HAROO kikoemasu ka?
Hello,hello.can you hear me?
僕は僕でいれますか？
boku wa boku de iremasu ka?
Can I be myself?
祈る手に花びらです。君に触れたようです。
inoru te ni hanabira desu. kimi ni fureta you desu.
A petal in my praying hands.As if touched by you.
あざやかな色で音をたてて櫻が咲く。
azayaka na iro de oto wo tatete sakura ga saku.
With brilliant colors and sound, the sakura blooms.
君の声を追いかけてく。こぼれてくる恋のカケラ。
kimi no koe wo oikaketeku. koborete kuru koi no KAKERA.
I follow the sound of your voice.Love overflowing me.
見上げたなら、花降る春。
miageta nara, hana furu haru.
As I look up,a spring flower falls.
あったかい風が吹いてきます。
attakai kaze ga fuite kimasu.
I feel the warm breeze beginning to blow.
もうすぐ春の嵐が来ます。
mou sugu haru no arashi ga kimasu.
A spring storm is on its way.
狂ったように咲いてるけど、いずれは散りゆく運命です。
kurutta you ni saiteru kedo, izure wa chiriyuku unmei desu.
the petals are scattered everywhere,but this is all fate.
それが恋にもよく似ていて、いつかの僕らにそっくりで、
sore ga koi ni mo yoku niteite, itsuka no bokura ni sokkuri de,
Love is the same, at some point we were exactly like those flowers.
思い出し笑いしてしまいます。
omoidashi warai shite shimaimasu.
I laugh at myself as I thought of this.
ハローハローどこですか？
HAROO HAROO doko desu ka?
Hello,hello.Where are you?
僕に何ができますか？
boku ni nani ga dekimasu ka?
What can i do?
探す手に花びらです。君に触れたようです。
sagasu te ni hanabira desu. kimi ni fureta you desu.
A petal in my searching hands.As if touched by you.
あざやかな色で音をたてて櫻が咲く。
azayaka na iro de oto wo tatete sakura ga saku.
With brilliant colors and sound, the sakura blooms.
繋いだ手が離れていく。
tsunaida te ga hanarete iku.
Our once-linked hands are now drawn apart.
こぼれてくる千の願い。
koborete kuru sen no negai.
I made a thousand wishes,spilling over them. (?)
見上げたなら、花降る春。
miageta nara, hana furu haru.
As I look up,a spring flower falls.
舞い散る櫻で君の顔が見えなくなる。
maichiru sakura de kimi no kao ga mienaku naru
The cherry blossoms scatter as if dancing,covering your face.
淡い夢が覚めてくから、こぼれるのは涙でー。
awai yume ga sameteku kara, koboreru no wa namida de-.
As I awake from this fleeting dream,my tears spill.
あざやかな色で音をたてて櫻が咲く。
azayaka na iro de oto wo tatete sakura ga saku.
With brilliant colors and sound, the sakura blooms.
大切だったものは全部、この木の下に埋めていくよ。
taisetsu datta mono wa zenbu, kono ki no shita ni umete iku yo.
Everything that was important to me, I'll bury under this tree.
目の前には、別れる春。
me no mae ni wa, wakareru haru.
Before my eyes,this is the spring when I will say goodbye.
見上げたなら、花降る春。
miageta nara, hana furu haru.
As I look up,a spring flower falls.
僕の上に、僕の上に、そっと
boku no ue ni, boku no ue ni, sotto.
On me,on me,alone.
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Updated:
i added the kanji and edited some of the translations
(?) - these are the parts i'm not very sure of and translated according to what i understood them as.
1st time i translated a song.and its one of my fav. songs^^
dun kill me if there's anyth wrong!
icestar:this is THAT song i told u abt.. ='(
Posted by B at 03:28 PM as a favorite post |
December 9th, 2004
went to sch with wenqing yest for the physics websote comp thingy.
the 1st day day we found out tt one of the grp members kt was a fellow anime fan!!yay!!den the poor other fella ck so left out.but yest we found out ck was a fellow monkey island fan.whoppie.haha.guess he wont be THAT left out in future.
after the meeting wenqing came to my hse teach me some stuff abt html.lol.i dunno a thing abt html and they asked(more like forced) me to join their grp?grr..stupid buta-chan..lol..nono..stupid damien and john!grr...haiz nvm la..at least got enrichment points(i thik) and at least made 2 new frens.
anw,spent alot of time at my hse.let her see the pvs and listen the songs.miki is better than maki in all ways!>=P
and i like the "uglier" twin..too bad..XP
lol.was late for my lesson cos was too busy playing with wenqing.haha.the test so diff!!i think sensei was quite disappointed with me when i handed on my script.='( gomenne sensei!!i'll study harder next time(but i cant guarantee..XP)
on the way home i saw teddy.o_O.wad a suprise haha.saw his sis.look like a female version of him!lol.he just dyed his hair only the fringe..haha..dun look v beng so nvm..
yes!i'm finally free from my exams..but still got the physics thing...and hoomuwoek hehe..(it's not in my dictionary!!)
but anw,after tml,i'm gonna party le!not really la..haha....but i'll be going out like ...erm..siao!haha.
Posted by B at 03:35 AM |
December 10th, 2004
i hate lay-ups!
today got training.
damn tough.cos i hv to do extra under net.i suck at those mah..and layu-up.den my knee still giving me prob.and i hvnt been sleeping well recently so after 21/2 hrs of training i alr gonna die le.still havin headache now.on my way home i was like a walking zombie and pple were staring at me esp on the bus n train...heck
anw,today got some sec sch students came.3 of them.got 1 of them from bukit panjang 1 look like sharmain.(minus 500 pounds of fat/flubber,minus the slutty-cum-bitchy-ness,add a lil tan and a lil more ht,add shyness and sweetness and u'lle get her!)so actually only the features the same.but somehow i think this gal is SOO much better.wait.its not i think.it is!blah.sharmain dun hv to bother to come to training anymore le la.we got some MUCH better to replace her le.heh.
Posted by B at 08:20 AM |
絶望の丘 zetsubou no oka
不思議なくらい寂しい青空に
fushigi na kurai sabishii aosora ni
手を伸ばしてる事がそう、全て————
te o nobashiteru koto ga sou,subete--
僕と空気がまざって反応して頭がぼんやりして解らない
boku to kuuki ga mazatte hannoushite atama ga bonyarishite wakaranai
誰もさわれないくらい深く沈む夢にゆれたい
dare mo sawarenai kurai fukaku shizumu yume ni yuretai
おしえてよ 魔法のような幸せはどこ？ 僕はまた眠って
oshieteyo mahou no you na shiawase wa doko? boku wa mata nemutte
目覚めたら願いが叶って おかしくなれて 絶望の丘で立ちつくす
mezametara negai ga kanatte okashiku narete zetsubou no oka de tachitsukusu
きっと僕は在るのか解らない目に見えない力を信じてた
kitto boku wa aru no ka wakaranai me ni mienai chikara o shinjiteta
希望的観測しかない僕に朝の光がほら、ふりそそぐ
kibou teki kansoku shika nai boku ni asa no hikari ga hora, furisosogu
誰もさわれないくらい ふたりで眠り続けて
daremo sawarenai kurai futari de nemuri-tsuzukete
深く沈む夢のなかでずっと ゆれて ゆれて ゆれて
fukaku shizumu yume no naka de zutto yurete yurete yurete
気づいたら君はもう消えた
kizuitara kimi wa mou kieta
おしえてよ 魔法のような幸せはどこ？ 僕はまた眠って
oshieteyo mahou no you na shiawase wa doko? boku wa mata nemutte
目覚めたら願いが叶って おかしくなれて 絶望の丘で
mezametara negai ga kanatte okashiku narete zetsubou no oka de tachitsukusu
目覚めたら願いが叶って 泣いたまま笑った
mezametara negai ga kanatte naita mama waratta
絶望の丘で立ちつくす————。
zetsubou no oka de tachitsukusu--
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cant be bothered to translate.
i understand themain gist of the song can le.
too lazy.to come up with my own translation and dun wanna copy others'.alr had a hard time coming up with the romaji.
but it's a beautiful song anyhow.v meaningful too.but i guess most of u wont know the meaning anw,cos i'm too lazy to translate it.hehe.
Posted by B at 08:57 AM |
December 15th, 2004
video editing
having this video editing workshop.
i suck at it manz.
i'm an idiot when it comes to technology..computer,html,video editing...i dun even know how to burn a cd!bleahz...wad a loser.
but icestar n xq v li hai wor.hehe.
let sasa listen to plastic tree.now she's a big fan of hyde and plastic tree.
went to four seasons to look for my dad yest.there was this v cute lil ang moh gal who open the door for me.hehe.den dad brought me to bugis to pay my jap fees.hehe.sensei say i v smart wor.
oh and i got this good progress award.$200 wor.hehe. :D
Posted by B at 08:22 AM |
December 17th, 2004
yesterday went out with teddy.
nth much.
hmm...i seem to be sayin tt alot huh?
anw,we met at west mall but got nth to do there.den wnet to my hse play pool for abt 1-2 hrs den go home le.
going for chalet later.04s9b one..yay!my 1st 3 mths class..
last night pw called me den i was like shocked..hehe..a lil unexpected..
den tml i'll go meet pearlyn frm there.
found tt loser on frenster.i'm not gonna add him.he can add me if i want.but i'm not gonna add him 1st.hmph.yea.call me petty.
Posted by B at 06:13 AM |
December 18th, 2004
v tired.just reached home.
yest had 04s9b chalet.den ys's sis mh joined us..hehe..at nite we went to play pool but mh was underage..so guess wad?she used my ic to "hun guo qu"hehe..i must say we're quite alike..hehe...but she's tall...i'm short...
at nite mh n i shared a bed..cos only got us 2 gals..
in the morning went mc eat big breakfast with mh..hehe..treat her like a sister le..but den i dun think can le..
anw,after tt went for acc meeting..after meeting slack in the rm w/jiali n weiling...playin bridge n tai tee.haha..go chalet also play bridge n tai tee...
den went out with misery..so tired..
Posted by B at 01:03 PM |
December 20th, 2004
Gossip Girls
Posted by B at 07:46 AM |
December 23rd, 2004
just came back frm percuzz chalet..so tired.not enuff sleep.body aching.hv a splitting head ache.n am going to faint.
Posted by B at 07:10 AM |
December 27th, 2004
moon child
just finished watching moon child.
darn.it made me cry.
there were certain scenes that were so toucihng.and being the crybaby that i am i bawled my eyes out.
hyde and gackt were absolutely gorgeous.mainly hyde.
the ending was kinda sad tho.everyone died.
kei and sho watched the sunrise together while singing that song.being vampires,they,naturally,disintegrated.but that wasnt the sad part.in fact,i think they were happy.
the part that made me cry was when kei was going to be sentenced to death,which was,in fact just makin him stand under the afternoon sun.kei was actually glad that he was being sentenced to death.he loathed the way he was.but when sho said that he needed kei,kei "went to his rescue".sho's dependence on kei.and kei's concern for sho.
blahz.too many thots.overall,great movie.but there were certain scenes where gackt was ultra lame tho..-__-
Posted by B at 07:41 AM |
